Grief

ٍEverytime am thinking maybe there is no more i can write there wont be any thing after this post.
but ironically am updating it twice a day some time. this grief don't want to ends for me its like i have to carry it forever. I still prude of it even Thu its painful experience but happy to have it. today is passed like other days....

Still thinking about thoes question she usally ask me at night when my arms been around her. she asked me how long you would still love me after i leave you? how many time you would think about me? how much do you love me? do you think you would keep loving me as fresh as what you have now? do you think i wont become normal for you? what would you do if you had family on the time if return back to you?


thoes question still make busy my mind. maybe my wrong answeres faild me in her love...

Please forgive me but am loving you...........