Friday, 23 December 2011

am I dead?

she stab me in heart don't know what happened to me am I dead or live? dead ? Comma? live

Thursday, 22 December 2011

going back home?!

She said she want to go back she close her hearth to me it like she never loved me. she didn't think how much i could feel devastating i don't know her anymore or she doing this to push me back....
Anything she is doing i going to come out from the writing I going to meet her before she leave here i need to see her for sure...........

Love you so much

Tuesday, 20 December 2011

separation




I found after the separation in the station, in my wagon

A life in a baggage, my dead dreams

Suddenly there inside in the rush, a voice so familiar

A voice that becomes a cry when it says my name

And the train set off and again you are far away from me

I wanted to say so much to you

To shout how I love you

Ah, I could a life

In a moment I change it

And I wrote "I love you" in the glass(window)

As soon as I saw how you cried

Ran my river of teardrop


Because, my heart, you were late

The cities and the stations run(pass) but you always by me

I see your form, you speak to me as rain, as air

I want to go down in the turn/verse but my voice is scattered

I want to go down in the turn, but none doesn't hear me

And the train is lost anymore as the light of one day

Sometimes it lasts in love



Never mind I cant find
Someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Too.. Don't forget me
I beg
I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Sunday, 18 December 2011

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Friday, 16 December 2011

Last night



Last night I dreamt I held you with me,
Close enough to feel you breathe,
When i awoke I lay here empty,
Cought between the want and need,

Now in the drakness i am only,
Thoughtful hopes and peices mind,
These dreams are all I've ever wanted,
Found behind the closing eyes,

How long we've been trying to reach you,
We all fall down like this sometimes,
Trying to reach you,
I'm trying,

Last night I dreamt I had you with me,
Closer still to see you leave,
When i awoke the fear of lonley,
Gripped my heart in conscious sleep,

Now in the darkness I lay empty,
Hollow beaten like a drum,
Sill water cages I am hoping,
In these dreams to me you'll come,

How long we've been trying to reach you,
We all fall down like this sometimes,
Trying to reach you,
I'm trying,

These fields alive with fire and ashes,
Inside these fields we'll find oceans of ashes,
When all your dreams have died,
I don't want to die,

Just keeping holding my hand,
Because i'm trying to reach you,
I'm never letting you go,
Because i'm dying to keep you,

I'm trying...

I'm walking through your fields,
Of broken flowers,
They fall upon my face like tears for hours,
If all we are we are,
If all we are we are,
To wake and call your name,
In the tine hours,
We all fall down

I hate this life



Want Nothing More to Do With It. Dead Inside.All the time up and down cant live like this anymore don't know if does it wroth to have such a life or not. just hope of sunshine keep me up hope seeing the light and live under the touch of sun's beams all these wishes keeps me going. sometime i know

Wednesday, 14 December 2011

Graduation




When i see my friends graduation pictures on facebook i only think about her and think about my graduation, one of saddest moment in my life.
Think about her, missing her in the moment of success to see her smile and excitement for this time! i really wanted to see her in blue dress, hug her tight and tell her how much am happy for her.
But this moment also reminds me the day that she asked me to go, our crays in the rain my tears mixed with the rain dropping from face and how she still take care of me to make me feel better.
Trying to stop my self from remembering it trying to not send my self down.

I wanted just to talk her and tell her how much am happy about her! i hope she can hear me.

Dostet daram Q

Monday, 12 December 2011

I never knew



I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.I never thought that I would lose my mind That I could control this Never thought that I'd be left behind.Never thought one day , I would be losing you.promise you that I will not forget the way you smile.I promise that I will remember you And if someone can hold a place deep within my heart,I promise that it will be you
And though you'll already gone, I know one day I'll see your smiling face again looking down at me just like past time.

Love you

Friday, 9 December 2011

Fortune teller


if i hadn't fall in love with you and if i weren't meet you
all would be the same, same like yesterday but you came, burning me
i learned a lot with you and lived more happy...
Fortune teller said that love found us to testify our faith
he said that we need be careful, the road will be abrupt can separate us for a longtime.........
till we meet again

I don't have ANY where to go

My God, what am I going to do
How to erase my life
I don’t have any where to go
You are the heaven for me
And I still love you
Ah, I love you like crazy
AH! I LOVE YOU!

I was thinking how easily
I NEVER THOUGHT THAT EASILY
I can forget everything
deep down inside me
How much I suffered
Only by making this thought
Your hands,My face, Your eyes, our kisses
The dreams we made together

I’m waiting for you like crazy

Wednesday, 7 December 2011

I know this......



life is like a hell
everything is colorless just because you are not here
no one could know me like you
no one could touch my heart like you
I don't mean to play with words
but when I am thinking about you
I feel like flying I become more in love
your memories take me to the heart of romance, the place in never been before you
nobody love me like you
and you tried to keep it as much as you can
and I know this......


Tuesday, 6 December 2011

Words




Love
Love me
do you love me
Smile
Noodle
VN
hanoi
Garden
Temple
Uni
Wollongong
Buss
Ferris
Valentines
Alchima
Machnarium
angry bird
kissing
Accounting
Finance
Painting
Cat
Pigeon
Morphy's
Guitar
Please for give me.....
Tang dein
Viet
Hong anh
Hai
Party
wine
Walking
play ground
Post office
Sydney
Korean restaurant
VN restraint
Bed
Playboy logo
telling story
Birthdays
Spring rules
Friendship
Soul
Central
Hand in hand
Kind of that
lips
eyes
black
Hugs
silence
Love you
hate you
make my mind
Yes
No
Letters
sketch
Rubby
Yahoo
gmail
Big ball
Steps
looks
sealing
touch
her pain
my pain
Tie
cloths
washing machine
Jacky
Mark
beach
Waiting
mountain
Moon
dragon
Gemini
Please go
Move on
I cant
You can?
No I mean I CANT
Grocery shop
Aloe drink
Graduation
in middle
Sorry
Cake
MISTA HOOM
boiling
Secret
Whats is this?
you are so good
how to treat me
uncountable
best gift i ever get
you left me
never let you in
lulu
quiet
tears
Woolworth
queen street Mal
Pub
Joliet
Romeo
future
next life
marry me
yes
i don't know
6 months
don't say that
Canberra
trees
leafs
walking
Shen
Greek restaurant
Dinner time
chap stick
khong se
sea shell
gwynne
next life

god help me its not just %10 words and places and things that reminding her to me.
I love her thanks for being with me even it was short but it was the think would live inside of me
as long i am living.

Miss you

Monday, 5 December 2011

I felt you.........



dear hearts of light,
i felt her all!Today when i was drawing her imaginary sketch, I felt she is watching me it was strange feeling how its possible! maybe she is thinking about me and I felt that close to my heart! just like i got fresh blood in my dried body.it was same feel i get when she kissed my eye for last time........

Dostet daram Q

The First Times


The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
The first time ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth turn in my hand
The first time ever I lay with you
And felt your heart beat close to mine

Sunday, 4 December 2011

I need you....



I'm broken. Trust me, that's not just expression, I felt it, every single bit breaking from whole. I still love her. Its true, that first love, its true love, don't you ever let it go. Fight for it, even if it seems pointless. Ill never give up. Q, I love you, and always will. Until dying days come. And even in death, forever yours.

I so need her. God help me.
..will love her forever and not a day less..

How is it possible that my heart beats for her, and hers beats against me? I know Its not true
How is it possible that I still remember and she doesnt even care? I know she care

We'll Meet Again


We'll meet again
Don't know where
Don't know when
But I know
We'll meet again
Some sunny day


Keep smiling thru
Just like you
Always do
Til the blue skies drive
The dark clouds
Far away

And will you please say hello
by the voice that i know
Tell me that I it won't be long
And I'll be happy to know

Friday, 2 December 2011

i don't turn the page, i love you



you miss i don't have another life
and i count my body as nothing
closed eyes, the heart apart to thousand of pieces
again the words of longing will remain untold
don't forget me i'm here
i'm waiting just for a word from you
a message from you to be saved
i stay in the ruins of my heart
i don't turn the page, i love you
rainy days, i don't care about anyone but you
i don't have friends nor enemies, just my pain
who you love with what song do you spend your nights awake
i would like to be a second in your time
if someday you feel lonely where you are
come to me I'll be somewhere near
if you get lost on a wrong path come find me
i'll have for you a love even though you'll be late

Sunrise



In legends if you not sleep till morning and make a wish you would receive it. today i made it i hope i can see her soon.

Thursday, 1 December 2011

Korean restaurant



Korean restaurant made to remember, dont look at me look at sealing:(. I order same dish....

had same feeling I imagine her smile and food we passing to each others dish. i living in my mind with dream of her after eating i went to asian shop and bought my self same thing i usually buying i see VN desert but didnt buy it caz her place is far to put it at her door.

hugzz