니가 날 떠나

It can come to us...
I didnt know that separation could come
maybe my love wasnt enough
maybe it was lacking. im sorry for everything

우리에게도 올 수 있구나
이별이 올 줄 몰랐었구나
나의 사랑이 부족했나봐
모자랐나봐 모두 미안해
우리에게도 올 수 있구나
이별이 올 줄 몰랐었구나
나의 사랑이 부족했나봐
모자랐나봐 모두 미안해

허나 남으로 살아가라니
좋은 사람을 만나 보라니
아직은 니 말 실감이 않나
니가 날 떠나 어찌 날 떠나

이러지마 제발 내 슬픔을 봐
잘 못해줬던 이 후회를 어떻하라고
되돌리고 싶어 날 떠나가지마
가슴이 터질 만큼 니가 보고 싶어

이렇게 혼자 남겨졌는데
너는 냉정히 일어섰는데
왜 난 아직도 실감이 않나
니가 날 떠나 어찌 날 떠나

이제 겨우 뭐든 다 줄 수 있는데
힘들지 않게 행복하게 하려 했는데
가슴이 아파 너무 보고 싶어
이대로 기다리면 니가 올꺼야

다시 내가 혼자 될 줄 몰랐어
이번만은 니가 내 생에 마지막이라고
믿었어 어리석게도

(이러지마) 널 (제발) 정말 사랑하는데

i was gonna make you happy and carefree
I was gonna do everything for you
i want to turn back time. dont leave me
i miss you so much that my heart will explode

Are You the One?

hopeful than anything else

Felt I lost these days, I don’t know what’s going on? just know it’s not right. I just try now! trying to keep my life up…….

Getting in-touch with her gives me energy and its helping me to buildup my life I am not sure if she find my suggestions useful, I wish I could talk her more often. Every time I meet a new girl I am trying to check my heart trying to purify what’s my real feeling, there is a strong feelings toke over all of heart and protecting my love for her……..

I think my main feeling now is not so sad as before, now it’s more hopeful than anything else.

She told me many things!

She told me many things!

The things that she usually wants me to forget it couple of hours after she telling it. I felt she is under huge pressure! I wish I could help her I wish I was someone more than the person just listening to her. Tried to understand her freely tried to lesion to her not impose anything on her because I don’t like to see her unstable and confused. I wish I was there to hug her make her calm down give ears and all of my attention to her. She is about to passing a critical moment, need time to think. I believe she should consider many things before going though her final decision. Just want her to know that I am always her friend and open to listen to her, even her words could hurts me some time but feel that am close keeps me calm and somehow happy.

Q please be strong and know that in any way you going am by your side and do my best to be useful….

Bridge

Life

Sound of train wheels on the rails tells you that life's too short to hide your feelings.
Lifeless body of little girl tells me that I might never get that chance again it could happen to me as well. my phone is ringing and I missed the moment that i was waiting for it long time she called me! I missed it! so simple just like the time that i was trying to catch a butterfly!

as you told i follow the voice inside of heart the sense telling me that This love is my final destiny, everything else is a detour on the road of life, that takes me away from true happiness.
She understand me so well when ever i tell her something her answers and her words is healing me but i couldn't be much useful for her.

anh yeu em

missing

Sometimes I'm thinking everything in my life are going well, trying to improve it as much as possible but i don't feel fortunate. there is something missing!yes she is missing.
my real happiness was hearing sound of her shoes leaving the house at morning early and i secretly going out and watching her until she disappear. My fortunate time was in her voice when she asking me how much i loved her. scene of satisfaction from touch of her green fingers over my face, showing her love to me. not having her is a big grief, quiet is irrecoverable, just kept my hope...................

ilyq

Wish you were here.

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.
And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running though my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

good night q

ΈΧΩ ΜΙΑ ΑΓΑΠΗ

i have a love that make pains
it is like love of sea for harbor
it travels me inside makes me happy
when i go far it turns me back
i have a strong love stronger than the storm
even much more

my secret love tell me how
can i look at you in the loss
the time passes and leaves falling
and i cant calm down

i have a love in my heart
that i’ve imprisoned it like secret

Sagapo Q

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Unfinished

A few months back, maybe an year ago, I started writing a short story. I named the story THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE. I don't know why, but it left unfinished. this love hasn't died that's for sure! But this lens we looking at each other through is cracked and blurred just some times get some feeling try it to understand you. the future path she had painted in my mind evaporates and a new path must be found to reach her. its still unfinished!my soul mate we have many thing unfinished just like the games we use to play......

if you have a time try to finish it! i would imagine we finished it to gather :)
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Losing Diretion

Losing direction is getting far from your ideals, is fighting for something which is pointless, knocking on the door which never opens for you, but there is one thing worst than losing direction and it's losing faith if you lose your faith about your target you not just lost your direction but lose your strength and motivation. keep going in the way that you not believe on it
could make you tired easily and could make you change to someone that you don't want to be.
to me wrong track is being far from loved one, is not being myself, is accepting impositions, to me wrong track is not flying, is opening your eyes and not seeing the smile of angle. keep going in desert of loneliness not wont lose my faith i know i would find the lost fountain and

would drink to satiety.

in the hopeless moment i always remember the story of the lost woman in desert with her thirsty son she seven times run between two hills in hope of finding water for her son but she couldn't find. she pry and fight but still she couldn't find water but she didn't lost her faith when she came back to her son she saw fountain appears on there the fits of her son.

YES! you shouldn't stop!

Depress

Feeling depress I think I lost in my dream living half life can’t distinguish between reality and wishes.

When I close my mind still feeling that happiness when she said yes to me when she said she gunna marry me and would move to Brisbane it was so sweet even it doesn’t take more than one hour, by opening my eyes I face with bitter reality!

Now it’s become long time that she finished with me I know she don’t have feeling with me am kind of over for her. Distance and time killed her feelings but I still open my eyes to her painting every day say good morning to her.

Distance gunna be bigger, it grows so fast she is going far away and I can’t rich her whenever I feel out of control. I was happy I could text her some time I was happy I could see her even if she is not notice visited her now its going to another phase. I wish you know how much I love you...and how sad are my days been away from you. I wish you know that all of my heart is missing because we are away. You are my soul mate. she leave here going back home, now I just should be happy that she is somewhere in the world just like the time that you know you have star in sky but you can’t touch it because of distance. She asked me to search I tried to find good choice for her to take course and stay bit more but she already decided whenever she is deciding for something it’s hard to make her change her decision or at least am not good at changing her mind. She will be back home I want to visit before she is going far don’t know if I can make it. I don’t really know I wish destiny were playing better game for me. My Share from loving her is just distance and missing! Worst than that is I don’t know what she is doing there and I cant be useful for her even though she never asked me for help but I care for her so much. Now I find out that true love is not about the hugs and kisses, the 'I love you's' or the 'I miss you's', but it’s about the chills that hit every part of your spine when you think about it. Many things is happening between me and you I believe these strange things happen sometimes and we don't understand... but everything happen for a reason. So won’t lose my hope still loving her and trying to be her true friend.