am I dead?

she stab me in heart don't know what happened to me am I dead or live? dead ? Comma? live

going back home?!

She said she want to go back she close her hearth to me it like she never loved me. she didn't think how much i could feel devastating i don't know her anymore or she doing this to push me back....
Anything she is doing i going to come out from the writing I going to meet her before she leave here i need to see her for sure...........

Love you so much

separation

I found after the separation in the station, in my wagon

A life in a baggage, my dead dreams

Suddenly there inside in the rush, a voice so familiar

A voice that becomes a cry when it says my name

And the train set off and again you are far away from me

I wanted to say so much to you

To shout how I love you

Ah, I could a life

In a moment I change it

And I wrote "I love you" in the glass(window)

As soon as I saw how you cried

Ran my river of teardrop


Because, my heart, you were late

The cities and the stations run(pass) but you always by me

I see your form, you speak to me as rain, as air

I want to go down in the turn/verse but my voice is scattered

I want to go down in the turn, but none doesn't hear me

And the train is lost anymore as the light of one day

Sometimes it lasts in love

Never mind I cant find
Someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Too.. Don't forget me
I beg
I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

nhìn thấy đôi mắt của em, nó đốt cháy tâm hồn của anh

em yêu
anh đã nhìn thấy ảnh tốt nghiệp của em
em đẹp hơn bao giờ hết
nhìn thấy đôi mắt của em, nó đốt cháy tâm hồn của anh
anh đang ở đây ngắm nụ cười của em
cảm ơn vì đã gửi cho anh xem
em luôn ở trong trái tim anh

Last night

Last night I dreamt I held you with me,
Close enough to feel you breathe,
When i awoke I lay here empty,
Cought between the want and need,

Now in the drakness i am only,
Thoughtful hopes and peices mind,
These dreams are all I've ever wanted,
Found behind the closing eyes,

How long we've been trying to reach you,
We all fall down like this sometimes,
Trying to reach you,
I'm trying,

Last night I dreamt I had you with me,
Closer still to see you leave,
When i awoke the fear of lonley,
Gripped my heart in conscious sleep,

Now in the darkness I lay empty,
Hollow beaten like a drum,
Sill water cages I am hoping,
In these dreams to me you'll come,

How long we've been trying to reach you,
We all fall down like this sometimes,
Trying to reach you,
I'm trying,

These fields alive with fire and ashes,
Inside these fields we'll find oceans of ashes,
When all your dreams have died,
I don't want to die,

Just keeping holding my hand,
Because i'm trying to reach you,
I'm never letting you go,
Because i'm dying to keep you,

I'm trying...

I'm walking through your fields,
Of broken flowers,
They fall upon my face like tears for hours,
If all we are we are,
If all we are we are,
To wake and call your name,
In the tine hours,
We all fall down

I hate this life

Want Nothing More to Do With It. Dead Inside.All the time up and down cant live like this anymore don't know if does it wroth to have such a life or not. just hope of sunshine keep me up hope seeing the light and live under the touch of sun's beams all these wishes keeps me going. sometime i know

Graduation

When i see my friends graduation pictures on facebook i only think about her and think about my graduation, one of saddest moment in my life.
Think about her, missing her in the moment of success to see her smile and excitement for this time! i really wanted to see her in blue dress, hug her tight and tell her how much am happy for her.
But this moment also reminds me the day that she asked me to go, our crays in the rain my tears mixed with the rain dropping from face and how she still take care of me to make me feel better.
Trying to stop my self from remembering it trying to not send my self down.

I wanted just to talk her and tell her how much am happy about her! i hope she can hear me.

Dostet daram Q

I never knew

I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.I never thought that I would lose my mind That I could control this Never thought that I'd be left behind.Never thought one day , I would be losing you.promise you that I will not forget the way you smile.I promise that I will remember you And if someone can hold a place deep within my heart,I promise that it will be you
And though you'll already gone, I know one day I'll see your smiling face again looking down at me just like past time.

Love you

Fortune teller

if i hadn't fall in love with you and if i weren't meet you
all would be the same, same like yesterday but you came, burning me
i learned a lot with you and lived more happy...
Fortune teller said that love found us to testify our faith
he said that we need be careful, the road will be abrupt can separate us for a longtime.........
till we meet again

I don't have ANY where to go

My God, what am I going to do
How to erase my life
I don’t have any where to go
You are the heaven for me
And I still love you
Ah, I love you like crazy
AH! I LOVE YOU!

I was thinking how easily
I NEVER THOUGHT THAT EASILY
I can forget everything
deep down inside me
How much I suffered
Only by making this thought
Your hands,My face, Your eyes, our kisses
The dreams we made together

I’m waiting for you like crazy

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I know this......

life is like a hell
everything is colorless just because you are not here
no one could know me like you
no one could touch my heart like you
I don't mean to play with words
but when I am thinking about you
I feel like flying I become more in love
your memories take me to the heart of romance, the place in never been before you
nobody love me like you
and you tried to keep it as much as you can
and I know this......

Words

Love
Love me
do you love me
Smile
Noodle
VN
hanoi
Garden
Temple
Uni
Wollongong
Buss
Ferris
Valentines
Alchima
Machnarium
angry bird
kissing
Accounting
Finance
Painting
Cat
Pigeon
Morphy's
Guitar
Please for give me.....
Tang dein
Viet
Hong anh
Hai
Party
wine
Walking
play ground
Post office
Sydney
Korean restaurant
VN restraint
Bed
Playboy logo
telling story
Birthdays
Spring rules
Friendship
Soul
Central
Hand in hand
Kind of that
lips
eyes
black
Hugs
silence
Love you
hate you
make my mind
Yes
No
Letters
sketch
Rubby
Yahoo
gmail
Big ball
Steps
looks
sealing
touch
her pain
my pain
Tie
cloths
washing machine
Jacky
Mark
beach
Waiting
mountain
Moon
dragon
Gemini
Please go
Move on
I cant
You can?
No I mean I CANT
Grocery shop
Aloe drink
Graduation
in middle
Sorry
Cake
MISTA HOOM
boiling
Secret
Whats is this?
you are so good
how to treat me
uncountable
best gift i ever get
you left me
never let you in
lulu
quiet
tears
Woolworth
queen street Mal
Pub
Joliet
Romeo
future
next life
marry me
yes
i don't know
6 months
don't say that
Canberra
trees
leafs
walking
Shen
Greek restaurant
Dinner time
chap stick
khong se
sea shell
gwynne
next life

god help me its not just %10 words and places and things that reminding her to me.
I love her thanks for being with me even it was short but it was the think would live inside of me
as long i am living.

Miss you

I felt you.........

dear hearts of light,
i felt her all!Today when i was drawing her imaginary sketch, I felt she is watching me it was strange feeling how its possible! maybe she is thinking about me and I felt that close to my heart! just like i got fresh blood in my dried body.it was same feel i get when she kissed my eye for last time........

Dostet daram Q

The First Times

The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
The first time ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth turn in my hand
The first time ever I lay with you
And felt your heart beat close to mine

I need you....

I'm broken. Trust me, that's not just expression, I felt it, every single bit breaking from whole. I still love her. Its true, that first love, its true love, don't you ever let it go. Fight for it, even if it seems pointless. Ill never give up. Q, I love you, and always will. Until dying days come. And even in death, forever yours.

I so need her. God help me.
..will love her forever and not a day less..

How is it possible that my heart beats for her, and hers beats against me? I know Its not true
How is it possible that I still remember and she doesnt even care? I know she care

We'll Meet Again

We'll meet again
Don't know where
Don't know when
But I know
We'll meet again
Some sunny day


Keep smiling thru
Just like you
Always do
Til the blue skies drive
The dark clouds
Far away

And will you please say hello
by the voice that i know
Tell me that I it won't be long
And I'll be happy to know

i don't turn the page, i love you

you miss i don't have another life
and i count my body as nothing
closed eyes, the heart apart to thousand of pieces
again the words of longing will remain untold
don't forget me i'm here
i'm waiting just for a word from you
a message from you to be saved
i stay in the ruins of my heart
i don't turn the page, i love you
rainy days, i don't care about anyone but you
i don't have friends nor enemies, just my pain
who you love with what song do you spend your nights awake
i would like to be a second in your time
if someday you feel lonely where you are
come to me I'll be somewhere near
if you get lost on a wrong path come find me
i'll have for you a love even though you'll be late

Sunrise

In legends if you not sleep till morning and make a wish you would receive it. today i made it i hope i can see her soon.

Korean restaurant

Korean restaurant made to remember, dont look at me look at sealing:(. I order same dish....

had same feeling I imagine her smile and food we passing to each others dish. i living in my mind with dream of her after eating i went to asian shop and bought my self same thing i usually buying i see VN desert but didnt buy it caz her place is far to put it at her door.

hugzz

Keep it!

After all of messy time finally i realise that i cant scape from myself i cant run away from my heart. i need to be myself, I'm sad so let it be! I wont try to stop loving her i would keep her love in my heart for ever! i should be feel happy caz i know at least she is living, it better than losing her in accident.....
I gunna keep loving you Q.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(kind of that!)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

:`(

For her

I don't know where are you, I don't know what are you doing i don't know if you still looking at stars before sleep, I don't know if you remember my heart bits.......
I don't know if you still think about me,

I know i miss you a lot, I know i want to give all I have to see you again, i want to give rest of my life just to be with you even just for a day
I need your shoulders to cry

Love you my angle

night

Dim, blurry lights stretch across a night lit city
A color of white like stars hugging themselves to sleep
Many times I meditate within this night lit city
Whenever I recall those memories of my life
Of those days where the number of casualties grew

Black clouds cause the fragile moon to wane
That’s why there are traces of warmth left
Situated in front of a thousand vague verses
Because one often dreams that life is like a poem

I miss those days where sun rays rest on trees
How I love those golden leaves that are now dissolving
Drifting clouds fly across skies without a care in the world
Causing the one I love to dream and hope
I set out to discover all the strokes of elegance

Although I’m a soldier away from home, I still appreciate life
With words from my song and the sound of my laughter
I still search for happiness within my dreams
Even if my words become dazed with longing, grief, and doubt

A night lit city in the middle of a strange land
It submerges in like the rows of frozen trees
A night lit city awaits the person exposed to the hardships of life
Someone who’s fighting this war for a long time already
Someone who probably keeps his own feelings and wishes to himself

Please give me ten fingers like that of an angel’s
Please give me ten fingers like that of an angel’s
So that I can guide the person I love
So I can guide the person who doesn’t love
And the person who hasn’t loved yet

Forgetting her

Forgetting her is most impossible thing that seems i can do. I find one-way to do that! I have to forget myself first! Drinking all weekdays and smocking make me forget about myself, when I forget my self, i wont think about her............
Sadly after magic of being drunk gone i would feel so depress, even more than before. I wish been drowned once she left me maybe i wasn't drink enough on that night to kill myself at first attemp:((. oh god i miss her so much........

until u get here

When we first me i falling in but i never told her. She asked me about my future plan, i didn't know she loves me too. this romance is something so sweet i still can survive from bitter taste of separation when i thinking about past time, it makes me smile. i should been told her what she meant for me. i never can forget the way that her eyes looking on my eyes while we kissing.
Love you uncountable, this love deserves for keeping it forever. wishing her come back one day..............

Redicules Life!

One who love me a lot tried to kill her self, now she cant walk! she is married to a guy and pregnant now! she called me to tell I love you! and i told her love your husband as much as you can he is the one taking care of you, and you are not a normal person any more. the guy she married to is in love with her, even he knows she love me but he made her to marry him.......
she still carry my picture, looking at me when her husband is not around. that guy is sad because he have her body but not her heart....
I'm sad too because i don't love her and she cant forget me........

Such a ridicules life!

Whom I loving her for ever whom I dying for her is with someone else, I let her go because i want her to be happy, because i believe that pure love doesn't have selfishness it all about her happiness not me! sometime asking my self am I wrong? :( i think yes...........
is it my punishment?!
Such a ridicules life!

My share from love is few months being with her, rest of my life thinking about her wishing for seeing her again!

All i know is i can not replace her with anybody else. she is the one for me!

I dreamed her again

I run to her when i reach there turns my hand around her huged her tight staring at her black eyes i felt am melting have no more wishes.I dreamed her she was so real in my dream.
Thanks for visiting me,
happy to see you :)

Grief

ٍEverytime am thinking maybe there is no more i can write there wont be any thing after this post.
but ironically am updating it twice a day some time. this grief don't want to ends for me its like i have to carry it forever. I still prude of it even Thu its painful experience but happy to have it. today is passed like other days....

Still thinking about thoes question she usally ask me at night when my arms been around her. she asked me how long you would still love me after i leave you? how many time you would think about me? how much do you love me? do you think you would keep loving me as fresh as what you have now? do you think i wont become normal for you? what would you do if you had family on the time if return back to you?


thoes question still make busy my mind. maybe my wrong answeres faild me in her love...

Please forgive me but am loving you...........

what if she leave?!

at Vietnamese restaurant unintentionally i was looking for her..... she wasn't by my side to tell me what order. she wasn't to tell me how to eat it. she wasn't here to smile at me and my food don't have the same taste as i watch at her and eating... am so loser
i was eating and watching vn tv i saw see the turtle temple suddenly think what if she leave here, I'm afraid she leave Australia and i don't know how to find her again i magine my self at Hanoi at turtle temple showing her picture to the people in wish of finding her again.... she said her house is not far from there.
oh god hear me plz make miracle i want to be with her..........

Who Do You Believe In

Who Do You Believe In
we parted and barely two days have passed
I came to you yo find I had missed you like years had gone by
Who do you believe in... my heart and I were unaware
Where we had come from or gone to, or whom we had seen

Who do you belive in
There are a hundred thousand things between us...
not just one or two

And if... we forget each other, you and I , where do we go to
For I am you and you are me, as if we are one
One that people call by two names

I tell you the truth; every day that goes by with me in your arms
Is in my eyes the world and twice mor

I tell you the truth; I never dream of anyone but you
Yours I shall remain and if I lose you I will die twice
Who Do You Believe In

can hear me like god?

When i was kid I always talk to god he was my invisible friend always helped me entire my life since i meet her and we seprate. now every night i talking to two indivisible thing god and my soul mate love i know god can hear me but not sure about her.

I wish she can hear that " dustet daram"

3 AM

Its 3 A.M again sleeping time, thinking of her is sound of my life...........
It was allways a goodbye time 3 am she want to go back to her room am looking at her till she going up stare to her room sound of her feet was nice but sad....
I wish i were lulu see her everyday :(
good night my dear anywhere u are your place is in my heart

Void

Void is my feeling, she is not with me don't hard of her for ages some time text her say i love her it feels like screaming under water. just miss her so much last night i cried before sleep imagining her voice when she talk to me in the bed her touch on my face. feel of satisfaction about my life for the first time entire of my life i felt I'm not alone! i find some one has the characteristic that match perfectly.......
i know i never can find anyone be like her for me she was the one would stay at my heart and my brain till last moment of my life......
i feel so void soooooo void miss u q.y.h

You have shattered all of my dreams

You told me once, dear, you really loved me
And no one else could come between.
But not you've left me and love another;
You have shattered all of my dreams

her exam must be finished, there would be her graduation ceremony i wish was there maybe i should send her something. missing her is the background sound of my life.

You are My Sunshine

In all my dreams, dear, you seem to leave me
When I awake my poor heart pains.
So when you come back and make me happy
I'll forgive you dear, I'll take all the blame.

i feel vomiting

I feel vomiting too drunk, lost my debit card no money to pay for catch taxi to back home. i walked back 6km :( . sudenly i looked at the sky there where full moon and and passing clouds. first thing comes to my mind was her at play ground laying on and watching sky to gather i feel so miserable :(( plz god i want her back...........
never can wash down from my heart

The One That Got Away

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ahha3Cqe_fk

The One That Got Away

The past is like a handful of dust. It filters through your fingers, disappearing little by little. I wish, for one day, I could go back. In another life I would do things a different way.

i never can love anybody as much i loved her

every night i am thinking. i am reviewing all the past 9 months one by one word by word moment by moment cant sleep at all. There is no space left for someone all i have bongs to her even she is not exist even she is not here...
i never can love anybody as much i loved her

Its real hell

I cant be like this why i cant change why?!! what i have done to my self its a big disaster every day i wake up i remember i don't have her......
its really painful.......................
i wish she don't feel the same i don't want her to suffer

SMS

I was listening to sad music she came to my mind couldn't stop myself i text her......

Going to take care of me

Once i said are you going to take care of my finance and she said baby am tasking care of you.
she did it so well, maybe its best way think its good for me love you so much even i suffering a lot.

pq

we been like pq his exactly same order of english alphabet. sadly now we are like qp cant ee each other face but remmebr we are reflection of each other and seat next to each other. dear q i miss you.
p

Cant Sleep

"Sitting alone, looking at my graduation picture with you. Wondering how could I ever make it. Without you here I find myself drying tears. I wish I could have you here, for ever. I don't wanna be without you....... Cause you know... That you should never left me alone."

She couldnt break it!

I don't know how much I'm guilty about but she couldn't break the chain she rather to stay there
maybe i didn't look safe choice for her. i cant forgive my self...............
"Dustet daram" hope you hear me one day

Breaked music player

Once she said she is like braked music player. i think now am like her trying to busy and make my self happy but as far as i stop it, i am feeling depress even more than before, i wish you could hear i love you............

I thought differently for us

Όμορφα λόγια μου είχες πει
You had said pretty words
Και εγώ σε είχα εμπιστευτεί
And I had trusted you
Απ΄ τις άλλες ήσουν εσύ…
From the other girls you were
Διαφορετική
different

Όμορφα λόγια μου είχες πει
You had said pretty words
Μα όλα αλλάξαν σε μια στιγμή
But in a moment all changed
Και δεν ένιωσες… λίγη ντροπή…
And you felt... no shame at all
Και δεν ένιωσες… λίγη ντροπή…
And you felt... no shame at all

Εγώ άλλα για μας φαντάστηκα
I thought differently for us
Μα έπεσα έξω ξανάBut I was fooled again
Πάλι φέρθηκα τόσο παιδιάστικα I acted so chlidishly again
Και το πληρώνω ακριβάAnd I pay for it deerly

Εγώ άλλα για μας φαντάστηκα
I thought differently for us
Και έπεσα απ’ τον ουρανό
And fell from the sky
Στην παγίδα που έστησες πιάστηκα
I was cought in the trap you set up
Και τώρα άντε να βγω
And how shall I escape? τώρα άντε να βγω- τώρα άντε να βγω
And how shall I escape? - And how shall I escape?Μαζί σου καρδιά μου πώς να παραβγώ
With you my heart how can I compete?

Ένα ασήμαντο ον, είμαι μπρος σου εγώ
A useless being I am in front of you
Και λίγη αγάπη ζητώ
And I ask for a little love

Πώς κάνεις τόσα λάθη καρδιά
Oh, heart, how can you make so many mistakes?
Ενώ ξέρεις τα σωστά
Though you know what is right
Γιατί είσαι παρορμητική
Why are you so impulsive?

Μα όλα αλλάξαν σε μια στιγμή
But in a moment all changed
Και δεν ένιωσες… λίγη ντροπή…
And you felt... no shame at all
Και δεν ένιωσες… λίγη ντροπή…
And you felt... no shame at a

Wake Ups

When i am waking up first thing comes to my mind I don't have her anymore. she wouldn't take me out of this nightmare............

Happiness by Somke

Only smokes and alcohol makes to not think about her.... short time happiness is the time that i have it once a week.

It near her exam!

She must be study all the time at library. put coffi and moffen on her desk she put wafer and apple on my desk. time never goes back, i heard just before die all of the would be repeated again. looking forward to see her there again...

I Should Learn

I have to learn if i do love her i should:
don't make her confused
don't disrupt her
don't make her sad
don't txt her
don't mail her
if you get hurt its not her responsibility to heal you..
i should let her go....

Can i answer her mail plz....
i don't know

Its still fresh

It still wet and fresh can feel her lips on my eyes. It wasn't just a passion was it?

Other fate Other life

Keep reading it do it anytime i missing her it has her sound to me. short direct to the point breaking me but i enjoy it. lulu is good she is taking care of her... I am sure not in the way that once she told me guna take care of me. to be fair she did maybe am so greedy just pain of missing drive me to be bitter lets close your eyes think about next life of other fate. its my share

Smiles

Smile for me do it everywhere make me to see it is that what makes you happy. i smile too run party every time try to forget the pain for a second..... lying lying to our souls is vain.
off the mask to see the troth