sadness

I can feel every single minute that i can not see you i can not hear you i can not be with you it hurts a lot. you was the best friend that i ever had one that understand me so well and the person that i can live with for ever. i wish i could knew this before i leave you! Now my life is meaningless at all. just prying every night to god for change my destiny.
why its happend to :(

If she said yes to me!

Today i was thinking what if she said yes to me?
As I promised her i would marry her straight away we may have tree wedding parties. it would be so much fun! one in here with our common friends! one in VN with her family and friends and one in my country. i think i would love her family and her parents also would like me :).
about my parents i can say they would know that she is the best choice for me and the would support us as much as they can.
I already have good job can afford for the house and car and couple of good celebration and having nice honeymoon.
I also can take an accounting and finance position for her in the same company with me and build up our life in the best way.
I know would work as much as i can to make her best possible life. she is like sun for me shining to my life and give me additional motivation to live.

Wake up boy stop dreaming...............


just love her! no matter what she choose for living.
she my soul mate and the best love in the this world.

love you until i close my eyes for ever

xxxx

where my dreams gone!

Sad and rainy night seating alone and thinking about the passed time. sweet smiles nice talk tight hugs hot kisses and pure love. where they gone! I miss them until i find her again.

Thanks for coming to my dream!

Thanks Q. I wake up happy last night because i saw you in my dream! It been a long time that i didn't your pretty face and your magical vice. You are the shining light that gets me through my darkest hours even that time that you not with me but i can feel your love anytime you think about me.

Dostet daram

if only you know!

Some time many stupid things comes into my mind. i don't know why today i consistently thinking about her. another sleepless night something wrong comes into my mind don't know how much its true but somehow i felt maybe she wanted me to take her hand and pool her into my side instead of looking her from far and letting her to decide where she want to be or who she wanted to be with. maybe I'm stupid person or so greedy to let her to choose instead of make her to choose me. don't know its too fucking late for this.she is still living inside of me just like part of my soul. she is the only one can make me happy!
some times she is thinking about me more and i can feeling it just like last week. Q i wish my faith was better i wish i did different things. last night I said happy new year to her she hasn't get back to me.
I wanted to send her something but i don't have her new address. my damn job wont stop and let me to look for her i want to come and find her soon.

I wish she knew how much i think about her.

Q you are my world and you all i want from this world.

dart of love

I start my day with her dream and i end it up with my wishing to be with her. I Played dart game shooting darts to the target Alec is playing well I was behind of him then I told my self i you want to see your faith just say if you lose the game you losing her. I gave me extra strength i catch him finally and challenge the and hour the last target was tiny spot in hearth of target. i tired and her tried i said i want her god please help me i want to be with her and finally i hit that. I think would be with her at my future i want to believe in this faith. loving her is just like extra strength can boost my power. caz love her from deep inside of my heart. when i was play about 11~12 i felt she is watching me or thinking about me. You that i love you so much i knew you have the same feeling even though you denying it.

not all dreams can come true

Just wake up i dreamed i was talking to her on the phone hear her voice she was talking to me with a shaking voice feel a bit worried i was all crying. now I called her she didn't answer i hope she be fine. miss you

Please forgive me!

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss
It's getting better baby
No one can better this
Still holding on
You're still the one
First time our eyes met
Same feeling I get
Only feels much stronger
I want to love you longer
Do you still turn the fire on?

So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it good
So if I love you, a little more than I should

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me, every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We're still getting closer baby
Can't get closer enough
Still holding on
You're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you yeah
I remember the nights, you know I still do

So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it good
So if I love you a little more than I should

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me, every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

The one thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
The one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm praying
That's why I'm saying,

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Babe believe it, every word I say is true
Please forgive me, if I can't stop loving you
No, believe me, I don't know what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

I can't stop, loving you

Kheyli dostet daram Q

today i felt she is thinking about me and some point i feel her looks i went out to see her but it was just a feeling maybe she remembered me.

I looked at the moon and stars from balcony and remembered her. we been seating on bench and looking at sky suddenly she screamed she thought she saw a dragon and i also see that strange flaying things but quickly i realize that it wasn't dragon just group of birds flying....
I wish i could become a Bride and fly to her freely look for her house to house to see her smile again.

Dostet daram Q

waiting to finish

its a hard time i wish i could go back Wollongong to find her soon but still I should stay till finish the project. feeling that she gonna leave soon is fear that still shocking me :(

Please don't go :(

mine is still red

Rose lost it's color after the months
My love is still red as my blood
Love you Q

even if you forget me

Do you know how much I miss you?
Do you know what you mean for me?
do you how its hard?
love you so much even if you forget me

Ola Dika Sou

an tha eihe t’ oneiro mou …sarka kai psihi
tote tha ‘tane moro mou… opos eisai esi
niose tou mialou tin trela… kai ti mousiki
sto diko mou kosmo ela
den iparhei alli sto ‘ho pei

ola dika sou
matia…soma kai filia
mono dika sou
osa eho genika
den anteho makria sou
ki as mou lene oloi “mi”
ola dika sou
ap’tin proti ti stigmi

an den isoun I agapi….t’allo mou miso
tha ’hes parei mono kati… toso da mikro
kentro tis zois mou tha ‘sai… ohi mistiko
otan dino… mi fovasai
s’ agapo horis egoismo

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Just moved

it was so hard for me to move in new place hot weather so hot weather. finally made it last thing i toke it from my old room was her painting and first think i put my new room is her painting. she is for me first and last. finally i got my poster from Wollongong i put it top of my bed just like old time it made me think about her. she want to go back........ these day I'm working hard to make a free time to visit her i think cant just seat and let her go i should meet her even if she don't want to visit me, i visit H.A before she left me how come i cant see some one which i can die for her..... thing comes into my mind making me to think more I'm afraid to become crazy soon. last night i was looking for her picture from Sydney travel but i couldn't find it relay disappointing. when i chatted with her i told her she is my company in my mind she lives in my memory as past time. I think my love for her in unconditionally even i suffer from missing her but i still love her just like she is peace of my body.today i waked up with her voice it was my imagination during morning dream i felt she is close to me that made me smile when I'm waking up.
Love you so much Q

Nights in love

Có nhiều câu chuyện kể ra chỉ để dành cho một số ít người, những người có đủ tâm hồn để cảm nhận. Có nhiều điều dang dở, không theo ý muốn nhưng lại là những j tốt nhất, đẹp nhất. Xung quanh tôi có nhiều tình yêu tôi cảm nhận được những góc khuất, mà tại nơi ấy, con người ấy mới thật sự hoàn toàn là chính họ.

Có tình yêu đến đơn jản chỉ nhờ một cái nhìn, tôi tìm thấy góc khuất của nó là những suy nghĩ âm thầm, bất chợt đến và để lại nhiều lo toan. Họ khó cưỡng lại những cảm xúc nhất thời, và luôn bị ám ảnh bởi những quyết định đã được đưa ra.

Có tình yêu đến trong mong chờ đạt được, tôi thấy những nỗi buồn và tổn thương nơi họ. Có những điều dù chỉ là mong muốn nhẹ nhàng thôi nhưng cũng làm họ khóc trong lặng lẽ. Rồi khi những cặp mắt đã thôi sưng húp, họ lại đón chờ một mong muốn nhẹ nhàng khác.

Có tình yêu trong lý trí jữ nó tồn tại và biến đổi, nó đem đến nhiều những biện hộ ngập quá cả trí nhớ. Những lời than vãn, trách cứ đều trở thành sức mạnh của lý trí, và nó júp tình yêu tiếp tục sống rồi thay đổi.

Tôi cũng biết tình yêu mà fải cảm nhận bằng cả cuộc đời, hay tình yêu đến trong fần đời còn lại. Những mong chờ, hi vọng, những khó khăn, đau khổ có thể khác nhau, nhưng sức mạnh làm thay đổi con người ở nó không bao h khác. Tôi đã từng nghe ai đó nói, khi bạn yêu bạn sẽ thấy mình đẹp lên, tốt hơn, và cuộc sống trở nên đáng để cố gắng hơn. Vì thế, cho dù những góc khuất của tình yêu có làm bộc lộ những j yếu mềm và sâu kín nhất thì chính tại nơi đó, bạn đã dần thay đổi vì nó. Và khi bạn thấy mình tốt đẹp hơn là khi bạn đã yêu thật sự...

so miss u

I wish you i could talk you hear your voice and watch your smile. so miss u

Tinh yeu co tu noi dau

Tinh yeu co tu noi dau
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sao troi lot qua mat luoi
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