missing

Sometimes I'm thinking everything in my life are going well, trying to improve it as much as possible but i don't feel fortunate. there is something missing!yes she is missing.
my real happiness was hearing sound of her shoes leaving the house at morning early and i secretly going out and watching her until she disappear. My fortunate time was in her voice when she asking me how much i loved her. scene of satisfaction from touch of her green fingers over my face, showing her love to me. not having her is a big grief, quiet is irrecoverable, just kept my hope...................

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